Poem: about the day I died....

Vietnam war: 1st Cantho overun

Cantho overrun,1st attack......

Cantho had no protection at all for an airbase so important, just small sandbags piled up, next to a small tower, And I think only four, for that huge area, to be protected. It was so far south that, that commanders felt no one would ever be able to attack it. So the feelings were,  there could never be an attack on it. When I arrived, transferred from the 11th Cav, confused there was just a few SP's there. We often wondered why we were sent there in mass to become SP's after combat with the Blackhorse. But to keep us from being to alarmed was the fact, they never added bunkers or towers, so this remained the same. Yet we questioned why they never brought in the engineers and build enough bunkers closer together, to protect us on the line. We were setting ducks, awaiting a disaster.

January 29 on my birthday a prisoner of war camp next to our one side of the airbase was hit with three mortars, and we could see huge flashes as mortars and rockets took out I think three ammo dumps on the same side but a few miles away. I must not have worried anyone, because nothing happened, kinda like today, no one does anything until a disaster.

The first wave came on the Chinese new year, called the TET. We were completely overrun, and Choppers and aircraft were damaged. Of course we had to leave our tower and get behind our sandbags as they ran past, not really stopping to fight us, because there mail objective was to overrun us and damage our base, airfield, and runway. And we would never have survived, as we had all we could do, to fight them off, as they ran past us shooting our sandbags, to pin us down, as they ran by and we only had m16's to do battle with. As our sandbags became a sand pile, rockets were bouncing off the huge tanks full of gas, next to us and why none of them exploded, as we were so worried about.  Green (enemy's), and red (Ours) flash's of lights, called tracers going everywhere, from so many of there and our bullets, making it looked like the forth of July fireworks all around us. As quickly as it began it ended. They blew everything up, they wanted blown up and disappeared out the other side of the airbase not protected by anything.

Equaility

To Research Equality
1- Collect all the proven facts (all sides) good or bad, there is more to equality then just pleasing one gender or Race, all must be taken into consideration. As we can see from the corruption going on in Congress even the white-house, we should be changing our amendments constantly to update equality to make sure even our laws do not discriminate against anyone we don't like.
           A- No religion, leave them all out of our lawmaking, so no-one is forced to live, under the laws of another religion.
            B- Also, Divide the NRA, or other speicial interest Groups,
                 a-  to end terrorism by NRA gun-owners, for auto weapons or higher, and those NRA members not for Auto weapons or higher, or even those for auto weapons, but not higher, to open up competition between the two or three groups. That way no one has to except terms they don't want to support in public, the speak and vote, for there group only.
                  b- When speicial interest groups, get to big they take over the powers of the government and contaminate research being done to come out in there favor, that leaves like; making gays or animal lovers or whatever appear evil. We have to know the bad and good factually, if we wish to make laws truly equal.
2- Include all sides in decision, not just here the ones we want to here, Laws for Prostitutes for example; here what the Prostitutes have to say the ones for and against, and make the decision based to please both sides. That's equality and something that should be constantly done within our legislatures and Congress on all laws made.
3- backup research facts with test equipment to make sure its a fact, and we now have detectors for the sex organs to see if adult man or woman, are really turned on by a naked child. When you do a research by survey you are contaminating the research, because people will lie if they think it will hurt them.
4- Never except a yes or no without test equipment or backup proof
Like for testing weather pedophilia is normal, showing photos of little girls to men hook to a penis erectile machine to see if he is turned on. Because so many men will lie to save themselves, from being labeled, and also an unnamed research paper can't be used, as it can be altered. No research on this subject should be contaminated without test equipment because it is so important to have facts to prove what is really normal in male research. Photo's to to be both nude and dressed in sexy ways, and tight cloths showing the camel toe, and but crack. Mostly to see what is excepted today as normal dressing of children to see what causes arousal in men. To find a way to protect men from exposure to it.
5- include facts not just a med doctor or psychologist, but by psychiatrist, neurologists, biologists (both animal and human to get the facts on comparing body chemistry in behavior between both. Chemists and pharmacist, to find drugs that can cause arousal, using test equipment in the brain areas, as the arousal increases, and that can also be used to cause another to commit a crime, like rape. This is so critical, because we know people can use drugs to kill people, so we make them aware of them. But no one knows if there is a real rape pill on the market right now. We know so much about women's sexual behavior, but nothing about men's.
6- Find out what seduction is and what seduction technique can cause a man or woman to lose control. When does seduction become rape, in both men and women.
7- Do Gay women, and gay girls, see same sex with girls as OK, because they can't get pregnant. And how many girls report gay rape.
8- don't research to get equality at the expense of others, like Get equality for women, by researching just the women s side of equality, it has to also become an attempt to get men the same protected equality also, and black men and women and on and on.

Education

Education

All things after birth is learned, bad and good. It has nothing to do with a University Diploma. In fact many already have more knowledge then those with a diploma; without a degree, with the PC environment, making learning so easy. Everything you want to know is on there for those thirsty for more knowledge. A hunger seldom shared by those going on to grad school. 

 So, like Elementary, or high school, long before the thought of college, our ability to learn came at birth, from the first breath, as the new feelings are terrifying, like no other pain. Later we learn all new things from the environment around us, and from experimenting, as nature strongly urges us to do as we grow. 

Experiences are terrifying, perhaps the next terrifying learning experience is from the first sensations of sex. Most, like men go into it wondering, if they are going about it right or making a fool out of themselves, because they are led by uncontrollable urges from the puberty stage, that weaken as we men get older, and most girls have been told such horrible stories about what sex at a young age will do, to them, because of all the fake religions out there, and parents who don't want to let them go, to experiment, and learn from there mistakes, making there path to sex, one of hell. They are so terrified of facing there first time and many never having an orgasm for the first time, inside a man, feel it as pain, because it is such a different feeling then anything they have experienced,  since birth, and of course no woman told them this before puberty, claiming to protect them. An evil excuse; for anyone to give in a free Nation, because having freedom is having less protection, as to much protection puts us all in a container to be slave to the outside world, who have us boxed in. Yes, less laws, means more rights, and saying it is to protect use us an old trick, to take away your freedom.

But we soon learn as children from the environment, experimenting, after watching animals or parents having sex, that's how we figure it all out. Many are so shielded from it all, that they never have sex,; again a learned behavior. 

Over the years sex has gotten to be a real taboo, to even talk about and we were so free in the 60's and 70's, with the Hippy movement, that people of other free nations came here to enjoy it, because we saw them as not hip. They had to many hangup's, like we do today. We follow the same religion our forefathers came here to get away from, and that is why they created a separation of Church and State, so no religion could force us to follow the laws of any religion, the same as an atheist right. That's is why no law can be made based on religion. Yet we have unconstitutional statute laws being enforced, that should have been gotten rid of years ago. That is why we have a Congress, Senate, and President above the law today. We got lazy and just let it happen, because we got so spoiled we didn't want to tolerate anything, not even our right to listen and learn.

Will add more later.

1- Correspondence schools

2- More on learned experience

3-  Learned honor

4- Programing, Misleading facts

5- Drugs and Booze to control us

6- Drugs our body produces that control behavior, that need to be balanced

7-  Learned hope, faith, fear and taking the next step,