Dementia

Dementia

by

Russell R Ellis

I'm not Russell, I am not me

I'm not Russell, I don't wanna be

I'm not me dear, I'm not a me

I'm just a body, I am not a me

I'm not me dear, I'm not a me

I am dying, I can't be a me

I'm not me dear, I'm not a me

I can't die dear, Waiting for a soul

I'm not me dear, I'm not a me

I'm just a body, awaiting for a soul

I can't be a me dear, I haven't been born yet

I can't be me, I just can't be a me

I can't be a me friend, I can't be a me

I'm a mass of confusion, wondering who is me

Don't do it for me dear, there is no me

He is a stranger, he is not me

I'm not a me dear, I can't be

Just an empty body, looking for a me

Its not me dear, it has no me

I know it is slow dear, but soon I won't be

I won't be friend, I won't be

now I'm happy, as happy as can be

I'll be born again and be a me

so be happy, as happy as baby me